I think I may have found the one.
Chris is beyond a phenomenal guy. There aren’t enough words in the English Dictionary that could describe how amazing he truly is. He puts up with my bullshit and I love him for that. See, I’m not the easiest person to handle. I have mood swings and depression and self-esteem problems, and he makes them go away or at least helps me through it. Anytime I’m having a bad day he listens to me vent as much as I need to. Sure, sometimes things we both says gets misconstrued but I believe that happens in every relationship. Our relationship isn’t perfect, but it’s pretty damn close to it. We have our ups and downs like every other couple, the difference is we don’t let them break us, we learn from them and move on, together. I never thought that I could be so happy with someone until Chris and I started dating. I tried hard not to like him, but it happened, inevitably. I guess you could compare us to magnets, we were just attracted to each other. Of course I didn’t see it until a few weeks ago, but I am so happy that I finally woke up and realized it. We are meant for each other. I completely understand when people laugh at me or mock me for being in love (or what they think is just infatuation) but I truly believe that they just do not know how it feels to be in love. It scared me when I realized it, but then it went away. Something about Chris makes me feel safe and then I know that everything is going to be ok. Our love is strong. He trusts me, he respects me and most of all, he loves me. I really hope one day that he can move to Las Vegas with me, all in due time. I look forward to the drive that I make to get down to Bullhead because it means that I get to lay in his arms for the weekend. I know that it’s a 2 hour drive, but us both having jobs and me having school, it’s hard to make it down there. But I am willing to make that journey as much times as possible if it means getting to see him.
I love you Chris. <3
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